I was quite dark when I was going through depression. At the time I didn't realize what I was going through. It was depression all along. It started when I started getting bad grades in school and obviously that did not make me very happy, so I started smoking. Smoking calmed me down. I used to smoke a lot of cigarettes a day, I was unstoppable and very young. The bad grades combined with everyone dragging me down mentally lead up to depression. I was a dark time.
